So a few days ago I moved from the hell-hole that was Southern Illinois to Floral Park, New York. Best decision I've made in a long time. I now live with my non-biological grandmother and half sister.
Basically my mood had been plummeting slowly for the past couple of months while I was in Illinois and I just had to get out. I was completely burned out at school and being unhappy just made everything seem to suck dick. I'm hoping that being in New York will allow me to find the right people to connect with and what not. I'm taking a break from school right now, as Summer classes killed it for me honestly. As of now the plan is to get a job (my god I hate having to find one), and eventually work my way into figuring out what I want to do school wise. I've been seriously considering art though. Granted I'm not the best but if I take a few classes I think I can get better? I hope to anyway...Maybe even look into animation when the time comes. I know it doesn't pay well but I'd honestly rather be so much happier than working as a cubicle monkey for the rest of my life. It's just how I feel anyway, I dunno.
Currently, I am procrastinating having to unpack one of the last few boxes I have right now and I juST DON'T WANT TO DO THIS OH MY FUCKING GOD I HATE HAVING TO UNPACK ALL OF MY SHIT. I HAVE MOVED THREE TIMES WITHIN THE LAST YEAR ARE YOU KIDDING ME OH MY GOD.
So yeah, that's what I've been up to. Hopefully I can get a job somewhere I like and start figuring things out here.